Another one who thinks rules should not apply to them because they are inconvenient for them. There is a word I use repeatedly, it is a simple word. ACCOUNTABILITY. In short it means being held accountable for your own actions. Your excuses are heard but you chose the path of first not obeying the laws. And now you do not feel that you should have to be punished any further when you chose to keep breaking the rules. Quit your crying. I was in roughly the same boat but I wasn't crying. I am an adult!! I accepted the consequences, did what I was needed to do. I didn't live near any bus route so I had to make arrangements for any and all parts of my life. With my kids and work.